Answers about Writing , Faith and What I Am Doing .

It’s been four months since i’ve written… anything. This blog became left for dead on my computer while i ran wild in the streets of Whistler.

I know some of you are wondering where i am at, what I’m doing, and what my plans are. A lot of you coming from my previously life as a Christian and a bible college student are wondering where my faith is and will be appalled, shocked and probably disappointed in my complete lifestyle one eight degree shift.

I don’t even know how to explain how i got here… but i think it was a long time coming and my journey of leaving the Christian faith shall have its own post in a few days to kick start the return to my writing and expression of life through blogging on the internet.

I am okay, and i’ve conquered a lot of things in the past 8 months, i’ve learned a lot about life and people and judgement. I’ve learned a lot about friendship and absence and being on your own. I’ve learned a lot about sex, drugs and alcohol consumption.

If you’re an old reader you will know that i’ve always been honest with people about my life. At some points too honest. I am not going to lie to you about my lifestyle but i’ve probably been distant from old friends because of factors just as fear.

Simply put before writing the next post is, I am living in Whistler until April 2015 for sure and after that who knows. I am hoping to develop super sick snowboarding skills that include rails, 360’s , and grabs… ya know nothing too crazy. That’s pretty much all i know about my life right now, but stick with me while i try to figure it out, i live a pretty interesting life after all.

Answers about Writing , Faith and What I Am Doing .

It’s been four months since i’ve written… anything. This blog became left for dead on my computer while i ran wild in the streets of Whistler.

I know some of you are wondering where i am at, what I’m doing, and what my plans are. A lot of you coming from my previously life as a Christian and a bible college student are wondering where my faith is and will be appalled, shocked and probably disappointed in my complete lifestyle one eight degree shift.

I don’t even know how to explain how i got here… but i think it was a long time coming and my journey of leaving the Christian faith shall have its own post in a few days to kick start the return to my writing and expression of life through blogging on the internet.

I am okay, and i’ve conquered a lot of things in the past 8 months, i’ve learned a lot about life and people and judgement. I’ve learned a lot about friendship and absence and being on your own. I’ve learned a lot about sex, drugs and alcohol consumption.

If you’re an old reader you will know that i’ve always been honest with people about my life. At some points too honest. I am not going to lie to you about my lifestyle but i’ve probably been distant from old friends because of factors just as fear.

Simply put before writing the next post is, I am living in Whistler until April 2015 for sure and after that who knows. I am hoping to develop super sick snowboarding skills that include rails, 360’s , and grabs… ya know nothing too crazy. That’s pretty much all i know about my life right now, but stick with me while i try to figure it out, i live a pretty interesting life after all.

Another Empty Room and Another New Town ( Life Update Post)

 

Here i go again, my suitcases are packed and i sit in a room removed of my earthly belongings. Its not secret that i move a lot. It seems i am constantly going and making new plans to keep doing so. 

But let me tell you about my last four months:

Countless diapers. Too many two year old Tantrums. About 50 kitchen dance parties. and one exhausted twenty year old girl.

This job definitely did not come with the disclaimer that maybe a twenty year old shouldn’t dive into a more then full time Nanny Job that requires you to work 9 days straight with no social outlet or significant time for yourself. It didn’t disclaim that there were days i questioned my own mother not locking us in a room until we turned the age of 16. It didn’t disclaim that my heart could grow to love and cherish two children who aren’t mine or related to me. 

It’s been a roller coaster. The kind for the most part your having fun but then at some points you feel like getting off right then and there, or throwing up because your stomach can’t handle the pressure change, or the smell of Riley’s Diaper that day. It’s definitely been an incredible learning experience, one that has given me the best hobby ( Snowboarding) one that i continue to grow everyday i get up on the mountain,  one that has allowed me to understand my own limits, my own feelings about parenting and relationships. One that has prepared me for my next season of life of being an adult, working, socializing and living in an apartment.

So , its been an okay four months. Tough. Really tough. But so worth it when i consider how much i’ve learnt and experienced.

So…. What’s Next?

Whistler. The best Mountain resort in all of North America, or so they, whoever ‘they’ are claim. I’ve scored myself a job at Gap and am looking for another one so i can pay the bills… Adult Life. Friendship. Summer. Lakes and traveling. It seems incredibly boring. But i think regulation, normalcy is what i really need right now. Just a chance to be living without the pressures of school, christian culture and family life. 

Keep Updated through my blog or social networks:) 

- Michelle